American toads, spiders and snakes, dances on the sands of time.I'd rather have mine bad and brilliant !!! Earth Angels, Veterans With Skills, Writer For Lights. ππ«πΉππ«πΉππ«πΉππ«πΉππ«πΉπMore tips, more tales of a snake in the grass, fake friends for the end of dazes, RV camping on the side of the road, business of suckers with a monkey on the backs of the freaks out at night. Just checking to see the changes in place, dream family treats to date for the walks on the wild side.
Great day on the right side, wonderful day to be alive, hopes flames burning bright, dreams in actions, desires out in air, goodness and mercy, angels to catch. Balls and bats, witches and spells, cats and rats, races to death.
Dogface butterflies, birds and bees, black and yellow, good fellows. Under the surface, faces to turn, hits and misses, lessons to learn, to fail, first attempt to learn something new. Just to let you know, Max, Max-more, Maxwell, names in common, layers of lights.Every thing comes in threes, morning, noon, and night, breakfast, lunch and dinner, third eye open. Third Eye Open Wide.
Simple, slow, silly, stupid, common, cows, cattle runs, peas in pods, frogs in groups, army of frogs, good time toads, silent knights, alone again, searching for a needle in a haystack, pebbles on the sands of time. Wishes on stars, studs, sinners, saints, snakes in the grass, faces under the layers of bullshit, dung, and fecal matters. Walks in the parks, walks alone, on the sands of time, birds and bees, songs in the trees, messages from the dead. In your head, in your mind, lives to live, in the gardens of the dead. Family affairs, here and gone, spooks and ghosts, windows into heaven.
Journals is what I call it, lots of pen names, crazy for a fee, military excuses to use, cash for the time served, Marines and the battle scars. Cause and effect, the way to go, why things are the way they are, stories to tell, fairy tales, Mother Goose, and the bible. Cons and pros, song and dances, how to make a buck, leaders of sheep and goats, love and hate, horns of goat, views, voices, values, good time toads.
Jesus Christ, Micky Mouse, Jim Jones, A. A. Allen, cons and pros, wine and bread, for the masses. Sheep to herds, leaders of men and mice, horse and pony show, dances in the wind, sleep or dead, views of the monkey types, donkeys in the hills. Under the surface, in the mud, in the sky, views of the dances of crooks, cheaters, liars. Land whales, faces of cows, cattle runs, rats to roaches, walks of fame.
Earth angel in my mind, fairy or pixies some of the time, born in the year of the rat, back in the dazes of baby boomers. Cali chick of sixties, getting out of the fives, going to sixs now. 6 feet tall, 6 decades old, not sure of the last six. Third Eye Partner .
Faces of others, asses of donkeys, monkeys in packs, cheers and chaps, for the Americans heros, back in time, dates to mark, killing time, Crimes to pay, nuts and fruit, been there, done that, pages to books.Lessons, Blessings, Tests Over Time. Men And Mice, Coins To Flip.ALTERNATIVE TRAVEL:Trips to other worlds.πππ.Fairy Tales Recaps.Angels in lights, angels in stars, gifts of peace and love to share. ππππ
Walks On The Beach. A quiet and good night to you , sweet dreams, silent knight, alone again, no kids to talk about, wife, dead, or just gone, never had one, how different. Normal, common, plain, hares blowing in the winds, I saw you there, once, back in time. wfm, cali chick, black magic woman, loved the song, loved the movie. Retired, ready to get out, walks in the park. πΉπΉπΉπΉπΉπππππ Did you know....ππππWalks On The Beach.
Busy dying daily, busy living large in a blue state, peace and understanding on one hand. Goodness and mercy, joys and pleasures, gifts granted, prayers granted, peace, love and understanding granted, across the winds.
I learned that March 18, was the day of rebirth, and I would like to believe that is why I can recreate myself again and again. The fact is I believe in so many things that normal people that are surround me never go there. I want to be there. I just wish I could read the signs better, or more accuracy .
Oh well I am so thankful for the things that I have and the people that are close to me. Richard I want to thank you for being the kind of person to live alone without family and live as long as you did. I am so thankful for the time that I did have with you. I know it was not enough, and I was still stuck on me, and that has not chance that much, wishes that did not come true and your part in it. I was in the mind set that you were better off, for a dim thought about you.
I was so set in the rediscovery of me, that I forgot what you were to me. My baby and I forgot about you. You need chance your birth order during you life, you just get older. I was doing a lot of thinking about my position, and never yours in our birth order. Regret is what you are left with, and the sadness because there is no time to do a redo, or a chance to get it right, and I miss Richard so much, now that he can not come back. How many other people in this family stopped to think about life without Richard Bailey in it at all.
I have a capture moment in time, a picture that we took together in the state of Washington. I was so happy when Richard was able to be founded in Tucson for me, and he came to live with me in my married state in Washington. He was the nanny for a period, and he was the first uncle to keep his loving arms around my son for the first year and a half of his life.
Busy dying daily, busy living large in a blue state, peace and understanding on one hand. Goodness and mercy, joys and pleasures, gifts granted, prayers granted, peace, love and understanding granted, across the winds.
I forgot that he was the last one out of my mothers bag of life that was created between the union of Aleane and Walter Bailey. Now that I think about it more, the signs were there, just not able to see them. It took me too long to information highway, and I was shocked at my brothers appearance. I missed his third decade of life, and I forgot the mile markers that came when he was thirty-four.
Busy dying daily, busy living large in a blue state, peace and understanding on one hand. Goodness and mercy, joys and pleasures, gifts granted, prayers granted, peace, love and understanding granted, across the winds.
My mothers lifetime was only thirty four years, I and I always thought of how we had outlived her life time. Now the record has been set, her youngest child, came back first. Just like I may have thought would happen some where in the back of my mind. I wanted to take a little more time to find my head, and write the palms that I created during the time of change in March.
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